from E L E V E N by Terrain

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I've never been the one to
Let emotions have a run through
Never been one who
Reaches out, but I've begun to

I'm learning to live with the burning
I can sit with these feelings
Open it up and just let it hurt
I could drown it tonight
I could turn off the light
But I've discovered the sun can bring healing
If I can just feel it first

Feel it
I've gotta feel it
Feel it
Don't wanna feel it

If loving is like the waves
You can find me in the underwater caves
There's a comfort in a dark place
Just me and the wounds
No sun, no moon, no stars, no days
My world's spinning slow with my hands raised
Night winning, motivation is my heart's slave
White flags fill the pillow where my mind rests
Can't find rest trying to digest
The confusion of loss
What we choose has a cost
A bruise and a knot
Ain't losing a lot
But what if they're refusing to stop
Are they a muse or cues in the plot
Pointing me to deeper truths
Like the truth that I'm not the man that I thought
If I am, I forgot
That it's better to have loved and lost than not
To have loved at all
Better to try and fall
Than to deny the room to be human
But just how do I get through then
When I always get consumed in
The highs and lows
The ecstasy and woes
Of seeing someone and them seeing me, oh
Then the ache of seeing them go, oh
Nothing better, nothing worse
It's a blessing and a curse when it hurts
But here I go again, yo

Let the rhythms teach me
Patterns trying to reach me
Let my life speak free
Let me be


from E L E V E N, released June 8, 2018


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Terrain Saskatoon, Saskatchewan

Single father. Business owner. Producer. Songwriter. Recording artist. Terrain wears many hats, and aims to wear them well. It can be difficult to nail down his style, as he clings to none. Urban sounds, past and present, have inspired him musically, but a good folk song is often his go to as a listener. His songs are personal, with an underlying spiritual depth. His journey inspires the music. ... more

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